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 what is happening to me, #kinx

tulip

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Jan 2 2017, 06:53 PM         Quote        
he could hear distant sirens, and muffled voices, but his vision was blurred and everything seemed so far away. every now and then, he saw a familiar face hovering over him, telling him to focus on him, and he was trying, but it was in and out. the edges of his vision were dark, and it was hard to focus - his eyelids felt heavy, and he remembered being loading into an ambulance, then nothing.

he awoke to a steady beeping. everything was still hazy, and his eyes didn't want to open, but, still - he could hear the incessant beeping, and that meant he was still alive.
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Jan 2 2017, 07:11 PM         Quote        
Now that her and Kit were finally a couple, she worried even more about him when he worked. While she hated the thought of him sleeping with random people, that wasn't what bothered her. It was what his face looked like the night she found out what he did. He always reassured her - saying that he only let it go as far as he wanted it to - but that would never stop someone who really wanted to hurt him.

She was cuddling with Clover on Suzie when she got the call. Kit's been shot. Her eyes grew wide and she froze, her phone falling from her hand, nearly falling on her dog's head. She began to shake as she bolted inside to grab her keys and putting Clover inside. She sped to the hospital, nearly getting into an accident and landing herself right next to him.

When she walked in, she ran to the receptionist. It's my boyfriend. Kit Lennox. He's been shot. Is it okay? she asked, her voice breathless and shaky. Miss, he's still in trauma. A doctor will be with you in a few minutes. Please have a seat. She sniffled but nodded and walked to an empty seat.
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Jan 2 2017, 07:22 PM         Quote        
the more he regained consciousness, the more he began to remember what had happened. he'd been picked up by a man in a porsche - well off, clearly, with his hair slicked back, an expensive suit. they'd gone back to a dirty motel, and he'd gotten rough with him (he had the bruises to remind him of that, too), and, before they'd done anything else, kit had tried to put a stop to it, recognizing the red flags of a man who wanted to take things further than kit was willing to allow, and they had gotten in to a scuffle. the motel room was completely destroyed from the pair of them crashing into furniture, throwing each other around.

then, at some point, kit had been thrown, and when he went to charge the man again, a gun went off, and he felt a blinding pain in his abdomen, and the man bolted as kit fell.

someone else must have heard the shot, too, and called the police because, next thing he'd known, toby had been there.

kit blinked at that memory, trying to sit up and hissing at the pain. a nurse came in and chastised him for trying, and he caught her hand before she left, "did someone call my girlfriend? lolita larsen - does she know?"

the nurse told him she wasn't sure, but promised she would look into it before she left. once she was gone, kit swallowed thickly, and laid back, preparing for the shit storm that was about to come his way once the police started asking questions.

for the first time in a long time, he was scared.
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Jan 2 2017, 07:38 PM         Quote        
She hadn't been alone long enough with her thoughts yet to cry - but as soon as she was sent to the waiting room, she couldn't stop the tears. Her hands continued to shake and nothing she did stopped them. She was upset with herself for not making him quit, but she didn't think she had the right to do that, especially not after he told her what it meant to him.

Her eyes didn't leave the trauma entrance for a doctor, and she rose as one approached her. How is he? Is he okay? she blurted, before giving the doctor a chance to talk. The man nodded. He's conscious. He's going to be fine. She let out a deep breath of relief, but the tears were still flowing from her eyes. Can I see him? Please she asked, her worry not going away until she saw him. The doctor shook his head. Family only. She shut her eyes and shook her own head. But he doesn't - he doesn't have any family. Please, can I see him? Sternly, the doctor shook his head once more. Not right at this moment, I'm sorry, ma'am.

She crossed her arms in front of her chest and walked away, taking a seat where she had been sitting earlier.
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tulip
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Jan 2 2017, 07:46 PM         Quote        
the nurse, true to her word, came back and told him that there was a girl in the lobby asking to see him, "blonde?" he asked, his voice rough with exhaustion and emotion. she nodded, and his heart sped up, "can i see her? please?" he asked, and she explained that it was family only, as the doctor had told jinx, and kit shook his head, "no - she's all i've got, okay? i wanna see her - can you, like...do something?"

he'd just been fucking shot. he was likely going to be arrested. he needed to talk to toby about what he'd seen, what he knew, but he wanted to see jinx first. he needed someone there who loved him.

"please," he muttered again, and the nurse fidgeted for a moment before she nodded, saying she would see what she could do, and left him again.
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Jan 2 2017, 07:57 PM         Quote        
Even though she knew he was okay, she couldn't stop crying. Her prostitute boyfriend had just been shot. She brought her shaking hand up to her face to wipe at her tears just as a nurse approached him. Lolita? she asked. Jinx nodded and stood up, closing the gap between her and the nurse. The doctor said you can see him. Follow me.

Thank you she said quietly, following the nurse down the trauma hall. When they approached his room, the nurse opened the door for her. Kit! she gasped, running towards the bed as the nurse closed the door. She wanted to hug him, but she didn't know where he had been shot and she didn't want to hurt him further. Instead, she reached for his hand with both of hers and leaned over him to give him a gentle kiss. Seeing him laying there made her cry even more - even though he was okay. Even though he was safe. I was so worried she choked, reaching for a chair with her foot and pulling it towards her.
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Jan 2 2017, 08:01 PM         Quote        
his eyes welled up when he saw her, saw her tear stained cheeks, and he reached for her when she ran to him, holding her to him with his free hand buried in her hair when she kissed him, kissing her again, and again, "don't cry," he sniffed, hypocritically, "it's okay," he assured her shakily - and, really, assuring himself as well.
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Jan 2 2017, 08:04 PM         Quote        
She shook her head when he said it was okay, because it sure didn't look okay. She took a seat in the chair she pulled up for herself and gripped his hand tight, never wanting to let it go. what happened? she asked, hoping for the truth.
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Jan 2 2017, 08:09 PM         Quote        
he squeezed her had right back as best as he could, despite being a bit weakened by blood loss, and swallowed, looking up at the ceiling, "things got out of hand," he muttered, lamely, "this guy -" he glanced toward the door, licked his lips, and lowered his voice, "this guy picked me up and he was just...something was off, and he wanted to do really fucked up things, y'know? like, sadistic shit. and we kinda got into it a bit, and he got the upper hand, and then he just..." he let the thought trail off, because she knew what happened, "i didn't know he had it," he muttered. not that he knew what he could've done differently, even if he had known. his options would've been the same - although, maybe, had he known, he could've disarmed the guy...
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Jan 2 2017, 08:20 PM         Quote        
She shut her eyes when he began to speak. She appreciated the honesty, but released she really didn't want to hear it - she couldn't hear it. And this is why you keep doing it? To stop people like him? she shook her head trying to understand. You can't keep doing this. I can't let you keep doing this she pleaded, still not knowing if it's her place to make that decision.
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Jan 2 2017, 08:35 PM         Quote        
he looked over at her and nodded, swallowing, "yeah," he murmured apologetically, "if i didn't...these guys would keep doing this stuff to people. if i'd just let him do what he wanted, he'd keep doing it. so...i try to, like...step in," he explained.

he looked away and shut his eyes, "what am i supposed to do?" he asked, "i've never done anything else - i've never had a job, i don't have a resume, i didn't finish school...i've got nothing, j. and someone called the police - they're gonna have questions..." he didn't want to say that he might be arrested once he was released, but...
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Jan 2 2017, 08:44 PM         Quote        
I don't care, Kit. I'm not letting you risk your life for other people. If you would have been able to step in and stop him, it doesn't mean he wouldn't do it to someone else. You don't know that you're actually teaching these guys a lesson she told him, running her thumb across his knuckles. I know you care, and I know it means a lot to you. And I admire that about you she smiled before shaking her head. But I can't - she began, choking on her words, unable to finish her sentence.

I'll help you find something she let out. Mateo's bar is hiring. I was actually thinking about applying. You don't need a resume or experience to tend bar. I have money until you find something.

Her eyes grew wide when he mentioned the police. She hadn't even thought about that. What were you going to tell them? They don't need to know they truth. They don't need to know you were getting paid.
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Jan 2 2017, 09:01 PM         Quote        
"but what if i am," he fired back, panicking a bit at the idea of not being a part of this anymore. it felt like he was abandoning people like him who couldn't escape it. it didn't seem fair that he could just leave that world, "what if what i'm doing is keeping some kid from getting mauled by some fucking asshole in an alley? and who's gonna help them if i don't? those guys?!" he gestured toward the hallway, referring to the police that had escorted him here, "if they find out why i was there, they'll lock me up, and that guy - that guy who shot me - will walk. that's fucked, lolita. and that's what they'd do to anyone else like me who got dragged in to this shit and i'm supposed to just...walk away from it? from those people? how can i do that?" he asked. the words weren't angry - they were frightened, and passionate, and confused, but not angry. he wanted out, but he felt crippling guilt over the mere thought of it.

he sniffed, wiping at the tear that escaped, "i'm just...i'll tell them it was just some guy from a bar. they'll think i'm an asshole, 'cause they know about you, but...better that than prison."
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Jan 2 2017, 09:17 PM         Quote        
She sighed. I know, babe. I know she soothed, hating herself for even asking him to stop. More tears fell from her eyes. If you don't stop, I'll never stop worrying about you. Any little bruise or mark will worry me she explained, shivering at the thought. I know you said you can handle it, and this might just be a one time thing, but what if it isn't? What if the guy finds you again? What if someone else decides to carry a fucking gun she rambled. There was anger in her words, but her anger was in no way directed at him, so she softened her voice. I know what this means to you, but you can't expect me to be okay with this. Not after you got shot because of it.

She shrugged at his plan. We can have an open relationship if that helps. If they ask me questions, I'd rather go that route than pretend you're cheating on me.
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Jan 2 2017, 09:30 PM         Quote        
he groaned, sobbing once, then cursing because it fucking hurt, and he closed his eyes, his jaw clenching until the pain subsided, "nobody helped me, and i had a chance to try - to do something - and i know i can't, i know i can't help them, and that i can't - next time could be worse, and i'm on a clock if i keep going, but how do i live with being another person who just...looks the other way?" he whimpered, "i don't know how to do that."

he nodded, "yeah, we'll tell them that," he squeezed her hand, "s'gonna be okay..."
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